How do I make it stop!?!

I'm almost 18..been driving about 2 almost 3 years.
Yet I have been in four accidents. All of which were not my fault!
Today Haley backed out in the school parking lot..up back out RIGHT INTO MY TRUCK!
UGH! It was lame..but I love her so no hard feelings.

It's going to "snow" tonight, thus everyone runs to the store to buy in bulk. You would think it was the end of the world was coming, when in reality we will have one inch of snow in the morning and some sleet. God I miss Minnesota! So due to the large amount of people I had to bag up front..ew...I hate bagging.

SNOW DAY! Ok well tomorrow will be a snow day! I just found out the canceled school..haha St.Louis makes me laugh!
There are 90 people on FB..yet I am not talking to anyone.

You fade in and out like a unmistakable dream,
each encounter more irrelevant then the next.
Yet the glitter of your smile,
the way my stomach turns inside out,
just at the mention of your name,
seems to command the attention of my very existence.
Those silly dimonds on your chest, make you more adorable then you shall ever know.
The sweet tune you play on that rustic guitar craves my admiration.
Your art is dark and vast, the inspiration cunning and true,
sensible and on cue.
I take in as a black whole swallows.
I soak up everything about you..
I love you more then I could ever love myself.
But who are you? And where have you gone.
This facade you held up at the naked bulb strips me of assurance.
If all is real, then aren't we all trivial?
I crave an existence that had only proven a fraud.
I yearn for a spectacle, an allusion you created.
Then what does this make me?
Where am I? and Who am I?
Oh shit, I don't know.
I am your creation, just as you are mine.
Thrive baby, and do it relentlessly.